Tomorrow

I just got in from dinner, it's 10:30. I am mentally fried. I have a full stomach and my head aches. I'm not worried about tomorrow, we'll get through it. I wish I could put my finger on what is troubling Chance so much. I keep trying to clear my head and get quiet and calm inside, but I can't think anymore. Maybe thats the problem with Chance. Maybe thats what he is trying to teach me. I was so blindsided by what happened yesterday that I have stopped thinking clearly and I have become a fumbling mess. I have made training mistakes with him, thank goodness they are so forgiving but I do worry that I am going to ruin him. What frustrates me most about the mistakes I am making this weekend is that when I get into this frame of mind I make the same ones over and over again. And stupid ones. So maybe thats why he can't free up his feet. Not so much because of the mistakes I am making but because I can't free up my mind, and it is showing through his feet. I can't think clearly and he can't walk freely. I'm not being clear with what I am asking him to do. I love this blog, putting my thoughts into words is helping. So tomorrow my job is to be clear, quiet and focused when asking Chance to move. No more, no less.